He wore a neat smile on his face and informed me of the following violations:
- Signal Jump – Rs. 100 - Which I was ready to pay, since I was aware that I did that and rightfully had to pay the penalty.
- Dangerous Driving – Rs. 300 - I was like WTF? This was something I was sure I wasn't doing.
My consciousness had almost taken over me which made me tell him that I was ready to pay the total penalty of Rs. 400 with receipt, when the constable backed off. He simply put the Rs. 150 in his pocket, and as is customary to all the traffic cops, he advised me not violate rules like these henceforth. To that I just nodded and drove away, cursing myself for jumping the signal in the first place and offering him a bribe against my consciousness.
Reflecting back on the situation, I figured that I wouldn't have been able to avoid the guilt either ways, whether I paid the penalty for something I didn't do (and be a looser), or offering a bribe (and being street smart). Both were equally qualified to pump enough guilt. I know I have done an immoral act and admit it. But if you ask me what would I do the next time I am faced with a similar situation; I can't really say. May be a good fight might just really help.
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